A Repentant Blog (Birth Control #4)
Many of you might be shocked reading what I am about to say, considering some of my previous statements in the ‘birth control’ blogs and their accompanying comment threads. Oh well, I enjoy being a man of mystery and cryptic provocation (whatever that means :) ). I want to ask that this post be a one way conversation (my favorite kind). I am not going to pay too much attention to the comments posted. There is usually more heat than light shed on this issue via anonymous or quasi-anonymous comments. Much of this dastardly heat has come out of my mouth (keyboard?).
Also, I need to say that I run a bit of a risk in being a ‘pastoral blogger’. Blogs and pulpits are weird things. They’re a bit like loaded guns. Loaded guns are good when you need to shoot something and eat it. They’re fun when you’re out on the range shooting at bottles and sand dunes. They’re handy when strange people are burglarizing your house or threatening your kids (I heard an interesting story from a former liberal who changed her position on gun control after witnessing the near death of a preschooler at the jaws of a vicious neighbor’s dog only to be saved when a semi-redneck sort of fella walked out with a 9 mm and took care of business- please no pro-gun control comments here!). But guns are not good in the hands of children, felons, or when they are carelessly waved in your face. I need to practice restraint, control, and grace upon grace with this weapon. As a minister of the gospel, I must be ready to stand boldly on issues. I must be as wise as a serpent. Preach and boldly proclaim truth in season and out. Do not endure unhealthy doctrine. You guys all know this is what I do, I am in no need of adjustment toward that end of the scale. But, in representing a local church as pastor teacher, and speaking for its leadership (all godly, qualified, bold, and gracious men) I must also be gentle as a dove. Slow to speak, quick to listen. Not being contentious. Pursuing unity. Turning away wrath with gentle answers for the sake of the great argument – the good news of Jesus Christ.
So, here is Erik on ‘restraint’ and ‘grace’. Here is Erik the dove.
First of all, I want to repent of oversimplifying, painting in ‘black and white’ on this issue of a Christian’s use of the ‘pill’. I have used strong words regarding people’s choices in this area that are too strong given the nature of the debate and the evidence available to godly Christians seeking to walk with integrity before God in these matters.
And before I go further into the ‘gray’ of this issue, let me state again what is clear and certain for me:
1. We live in a culture/society that is covered in the blood of over 40 million babies since Roe v. Wade. We must repent of this as a nation, and fight this injustice by God's grace.
2. We must fight to affirm the personhood and dignity of all humans no matter how young or small (embryos), old, sick, or disabled.
3. Responsible Christians must affirm the blessing of God in the gift of children, and steward this gift with care before the Father of all.
4. Responsible Christians must make decisions regarding contraception with great caution, care, wisdom, and biblical conviction in a culture that prioritizes sexual liberty and personal autonomy above God’s Word and his wonderful design for sexuality, intimacy, and procreation.
5. Responsible Christians must engage this ‘brave new world’ of postmodern bioethical concerns with boldness and conviction as well as grace, love, and hope in the sovereign goodness of God.
I know many Christians who would fully affirm these five points and yet disagree with my assessment of oral contraceptives. After past discussions and in the midst of continued discussions, I think we must be willing to accept one another before the Lord and yet disagree with charity on this issue of oral contraceptives.
Now, into the gray…
After much discussion with various doctors, nurses, pastors, and others regarding this issue (both in the past and in the last week or so) I believe that we need to say that this is an issue of personal conviction before God and liberty within the body of Christ. This means that each of us must be ‘fully convinced in his own mind’ and live with conviction before God on these matters, and with charity before our brothers and sisters. I have been speaking harshly with blanket statements about clear immorality and basic simplicity on this issue. I do believe that one can assess the information related to the pill and make their decision before God (a decision that may be different than mine) with a clear conscience and not necessarily be in direct violation of his commands. I don’t say this because I believe the fundamental premises of my (or Alcorn’s) argument are wrong per se, but because there is such a high degree of statistical improbability (if that is the right word) related to ovulation, fertilization, and implantation on the pill and the direct relationship of this process or the interruption of this process by the pill.
After these discussions with a few in the medical profession that I trust greatly I am leaning to believe that though there is a great deal of truth in Alcorn’s booklet (truth that should be shared openly), there is also an oversimplification of the data to a degree. There is a complexity to our understanding of the statistics and data that causes us to dance on that fine line of morality/immorality (or ethical/unethical) on this issue. Many wise and godly people fall on one side and many fall on the other. Some of us feel we are on the one side and are sure that every one else is on the other. I am more of a mind that we cannot be that clear cut and simplistic on this issue. I don’t wish to condemn the couples, doctors, nurses, pastors, and teachers with whom I might disagree. I can continue to seek to win my brothers and sisters to what I see as an important personal conviction, but I can not (I say with great reluctance and bruised pride!) stand as their judge. Before our master each one of us stands or falls- praise God! Our master is gracious and wonderful. Erik the ‘master’? Not so gracious and wonderful.
Ok. So where do I stand? I don’t mind telling you.
I do still say openly that the pill can be classified as ‘abortifacient’ because, as Alcorn points out, this is the open claim of the pharmaceutical companies and many others in the medical profession. But I am quick to point out that this ‘abortifacient’ aspect of the pill is the ‘third mechanism’ of the pill, is statistically difficult to define or know, and from my limited understanding of these things, is a very, very small margin. It is a ‘theoretical’ possibility. That term (abortifacient) can muddy the waters because of the current cultural climate surrounding the abortion debate. As Dr. Jernigan points out in the comment thread (she admits her numbers are not to be taken as hard math- just some preliminary crunching of the data, and I I tend to agree with her) it turns out to be a possible one egg in 26 years on the pill that is fertilized and ‘sloughed’ off of the uterine wall because of the effects of the pill.
Nonetheless, for this reason as well as a host of others (see my post on Onan, Sex, and Children), Tori and I do not use oral contraceptives. We feel that given our convictions regarding conception, the sanctity of human life, the resources available to us, the knowledge we have, the counsel we have received, and through prayer and great consideration we don’t want to live with this ‘theoretical’ possibility. That is our decision before the Lord. I openly share this with people. I openly share this in my premarital counseling sessions. I also openly share that godly physicians and many godly Christians disagree with me and have different convictions before God on this matter. I make clear that this is not the dogmatic conclusion of the leadership of our church. I encourage them to seek out other counsel and be wise and prayerful in their decision before God.
So let me again say that I am sorry for so often being an arrogant so and so. And thank you for bearing with me.
Maybe I just shouldn’t blog. . .
Nah…I think I’ll keep blogging as long as I can keep repenting.
I’ll also try and blog without sin.
Could that be possible?
I can always try.
Labels: Bioethics